Make a decision
Because there is no right or wrong way to go about what’s worrying you.
because deciding means things have to work out.
(It’s how the universe works! Research the Law of Attraction and then the Law of Action. The universe waits on you!)
Which is a bit scary when having things work out goes against what we’ve been taught.
Life doesn’t have to be hard, and you don’t have to miss out.
You could even choose to have both of what you’re going back and forth about.
But you do have to choose.
You do have to declare: “this is what I want.”
Only then can the non-physical do its job.
So choose and let life work out for you.
You can’t possibly go wrong; especially where the choice you make is the choice you planned to make all along.